|
|
Wednesday, May 30th, 2007
|
|
|
Summer has been great so far. So much funn. We never wound up going to GA thursday, Kory worked too late. Friday I worked until like 10 o'clock because of some stupid customer who thought the store was there just to serve her. Saturday I worked 11-3, then just hung around after work. I think, i dont remember actually. Saturday night we went to Doug's to play pictionary. Me and Kory vs. Doug and Bob vs. Dakota, Mark and doug's youngest brother whose name escapes me right now. Kory and I won. It was a crapload of fun. heh..shaft..heh. Sunday I worked 12-4 and then went back home and Kory, Vinny, Cyndi, Dakota and I played with a slip and slide and water guns. Then we played manhunt before eating a ton of pizza and then played pictionary. Kory and I vs. Vinny and Cyndi vs. my mom and Dakota. Vinny and Cyn were really good, almost as good as me and Kory. My mom and Dakota sucked..mainly because of Dakota lol. Monday I had to work 8-1 but it was cool cuz i made time and a half. After work I bought new pillows (yay!) and some clothes. I just relaxed all day Monday, the weekend tired me out. Kory's living at my house right now and im enjoying it. Its nice having him here <3. Tuesday my mom, brother, cyndi and i woke up early and went to the beach. Kory met us there after a couple of hours because he got out of work pretty early. The water was closed, no one was allowed to go in cuz there weren't any life gaurds. It was freezing too. Kory tried to toss me in so i conned him into taking his tshirt off then i threw it in the ocean. The boys deciding to be daring and go in the water so Cyndi and I followed. So fucking cold you have noooo idea!! After the beach we went back home and bbqed. So delicious mmmm! I fell asleep at 8:30 for an hour.. was up for another hour and then some then went back to sleep. It felt awesome, I was so effing exhausted. Anyway, ive got some pictures to post. Some from bamboozle, the one year anniversary and the beach...
<333
Deanna
driving pick before bambozzle
kory driving to bamboozle
Before dinner
Kory after dinner with the balloons and chocolate my mom surprised us with. she called the resturant before we got there and had them put them on our table.
the ring kory got my for my birthday last year
so cute!
a good kissy pic
DELETED DUE TO CYNDI BEING CRAZY
thats hot
|
~*comment pwease!*~
|
|
|
blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblthisahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahbsuckslahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblassahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
|
~*comment pwease!*~
|
|
Times are changing my friends, times are changing. For better or for worse, I can't say but we shall see. I haven't updated this mofo in awhile. Anyway, schools over. Pretty shitty grades but I did have pretty shitty professors this semester. Next semester should be much much better.
Summer is pretty boring so far but what can you expect, its still early! Ive been working and babysitting (makin the $$$). There has been plenty of fun though. Baking a crapload of brownies cuz ive been on a kick lately. D-Towns birthday, picking him up from work and going to sunoco to do scratch-offs. "I won 10,000 dollers!.... NO you didn't!!". His birthday party, chevys and a bonfire. Awesome stuff. Me and Kory's one year anniversary. We went to the melting pot and it was fabulous..! So delicious. By the way, I plan on marrying him, just so everyone knows <3
So yeah, summers been good so far. The next couple of days should be very interesting. And Thursday we're going to Great Adventure! And hurricane harbor opens soooon! Yay!
until whenever,
Deanna
|
~*comment pwease!*~
|
Saturday, April 14th, 2007
|
|
|
Almost everyone I used to consider a friend I can't even stand now. Im so sick of people and their stupid comments and fucking immaturity and how they think that since they cant get what they want they can just take it out on everyone else
news flash, just because you dont like something doesn't mean its going to change. its called living. GET THE FUCK OVER IT
thanks. and have a lovely evening
<333
|
~*comment pwease!*~
|
Thursday, April 12th, 2007
|
|
|
Well, Spring Break came and went too quickly. It was fun, a nice break. Saturday and sunday I worked. It wasn't too bad, I made decent money. Monday I drove Kory to work in the morning (he only had to go for a half hour...) then we went out to breakfast. I helped him put up recess lights in the den before he went to work again. Tuesday was Great Adventure for the first time this season. It was big fun. Went on Meduse, spent an hour and a half waiting in line to have my pass processed and get my parking pass. Parking passes are $45 this year, and its a little red sticker on your season pass..it sucks. After my pass was all processed we waited in line for like 45 mins for el toro. That ride is even better then i remembered! Wednesday Kory had a group project for his child psych class, they had to preform expiraments based on Jean Piaget's work on his little brothers. Since that was the only thing in high school I truly enjoyed learning about (and not to mention, it is a biggg part of my major) I hung round and watched. Thursday I worked 3-930. It was a really easy shift for once. My supervisor brought her daughter, it was fun. Friday was the best day of spring break. I was having a roughmorning, thinking about my grandpa a lot. Later though, after Kory got off of work we had a big day planned. We were going to King of Prussia, PA to go to that hugeee mall and see 300 in IMAX. When we got there, we saw that the mall was too huge to even attempt so we bough our tickets and went in search of food instead. That one place next to the theater hd a long wait so we lost our close parking spot and went across to the mall again and found a Fridays. There was only a 10 minute wait. In PA there is still smorking and non-smoking, that was weird. Fridays was fast as hell. Kory and I were in and out of there in less than an hour, and we even had dessert. They brought dessert before I was even done with my meal. And everyone was so nice, it was a little unnerving. Anyway, we were out of there by 6 and the movie didn't start until 7 so we went to the best buy next to the theater and looked around. Its amazing everything is so much cheaper in PA! I was considering selling my lap top and buying a better one in PA, but I've heard some bad things about windows vista, so I'm not gonna. Anyway, we bought some cheap candy and best buy for the movie later. I wanted popcorn. Didn't get any. The movie was FANTASTIC!!! So amazing, and in IMAX.. oh man. It was just incredible. After the movie we started back home, we made excellent time and decided to play pay day with Dakota,Doug, his little brother Mark, and Marks friend. It was fun, a really great day. Saturday I worked, got out at 5, and shopped for formalwear with my bubs. He bought a suitjacket and it looks amazing. My handsome buhbee <3. Sunday was easter and I worked 11-3. It was interesting. After, I went home, did some homeworkk then had dinner at Kory's. It was quite tasty.
Now its monday, and I'm back in school. Literally, I'm writing this in my notebook to type it later. After school we're (me, Kory, Doug and Dakota) are going to GA. Then Kory and I are going to the mall to finish up shopping for his formal stuff. Long day, and I'm really tired lol..
Well now its wednesday and I'm in childrens lit again (boring class) and I still haven't updated online, so I'll update in my notebook. Monday, my last class was canceled. We went back to Jackson and Kory and I went to Inzillo's for a chicken parm sub before GA. Dakota bitched out and didn't want to go anymore so it was just me, kory, and doug. When we got there, doug processed his pass right away. Then we waited for El Toro (el toro count-2). It was sooo cold waiting in line. The chick 2 rows ahead of us peed her pants during the ride. wow. We crossed the park and went on skull mountain and to Wiggles World! (lights, camera, action, WIGGLES!!!!...fruit salad, yummy yummy!) so awesome. Then Nitro, which was better then i remember it being. By the time we got off Nito, we were all freezing and decided to leave. We stopped at the outlets so Kory could buy dress shirts with dougs discount. We dropped doug off then went back to my house for a little while before going to the mll. we went to JcPenny so Kory could buy the matching pants to his suit jacket and the tie he liked to match my dress for our one year anniversary. I saw the cutest shoes there. We were walking around the mall, ran into Vinny and Cyndi in aeropostle and I bought some clothes. The four of us went to Ruby Toesdays after that. Vinny ordered a collosal burger, and only ate half of it. He asked for a box but the waiter threw it away instead. So I got vinnya $10 gift certficate cuz he didn't want to say anything. That night Kory tried on his whoe formal outfit and it looks AMAZING in it <3333
Tuesday no classes were canceled, bummer. Went to KFC and a Toyota dealership between classes. After school I babysat the twins. I ate a peanut butter cup and a big chung of cement that holds the wire on the back of my two front teeth fell off not the wire is sticking out and its sharp as hell. Anyway, we played a My little Pony gam and watched High School Musical..twice. After babysitting I stopped at the library, then the outlets to pick up something for my mom and make a wawa run for ecco, osh kosh and forgot about KBtoys (lol sorrryyyy vinny!) then went home and had dinner. la de da.
(now its thursday.. LOL!) Wednesday after school I went to the bank and post office (first credit card bill oh man). Then I went to the DMV and got my regular license. Went to a few dealerships but didn't have any luck. Had a really good dinner that night.
Today...basically nothing cept school and this god damn wire cutting my tongue open. I have to go to the dentist tomorrow before work.. yuck. Anyway gotta go!
<333
Deanna
|
~*comment pwease!*~
|
Monday, February 19th, 2007
|
|
|
Hiya. Yeah, I'll start with Valentine's day I guess. Woke up to a layer of ice on everything but occ only had a delayed opening til 10 so Kory and I had to go. I was getting ready when my mom called me and told me I wasn't going to school because the roads were too bad. Kory decided since I wasn't going then he wasn't either so he came over here and I got to spend alllll day with my baby. He gave me a big stuffed puppy affectionatly known as "da puhpah" I gave him conversation hearts, heart boxers and a teddy bear. We hung at my house until about 3 or something then went to his house. The power was out there and Kory was stressing about how he was gonna give me my surprise. The house was boring without power so we just fell asleep until 6ish. By then the power had come back and we ran to shop rite for his mom then I was banished to his room while he worked on the surprise. Nearly an hour later and a half a dozen "one more minute"s I was allowed to come upstairs. In his kitchen, on the pub table were two plates of chicken parm and pasta, two lit candles, a cute doily centerpiece and a bottle of sparkling cider with a couple of wine glasses. It was the cutest thing ever and I loved it <333
Thursday was nothing really special. Started to feel sick, so went to philosophy but skipped spanish. I had to babysit (watched Cinderella 3, a twist in time. lol) and the girls were all wired from having to be in the house 2 days in a row. It was fun though. Don't remember much else. Oh yeah, on his way home from work Kory picked up some cold medicine and a box of chocolates for me <3
Friday, went to school feeling absolutly miserable. English was canceled, went to childrens lit and skipped psych and went to korys and slept until he had to go to work. I just chilled for awhile before having to go out to eat for Vinnys birthday which was Monday. Cyndi came over and we left to go pick up steve. We went to fridays but it was a 50 minute wait so we continued down 9 trying chilis which was also a long wait before going alllll the way down to the other fridays and getting seated right away. food was good, the company was even better. trying to find our way out of the parking lot afterwards, steve was literally mooning people out of the backseat of my moms car... After I got home, Kory came and got me and we went to applebees when we find out everyone was at the regent instead. I really didn't want to go out because I felt like shit and it was cold but Jose was only in town for a couple of days so of course I had to see him <333
Saturday I slept it, feeling even crappier. Stayed until Kory got out of work then we went to his house cuz we planned Shea's birthday surprise for that day. He ate lunch and everything then we went to the mall. Forgot it was presidents day weekend and that the parking lot was under construction so parking was disgusting. We planned to take Shea to build-a-bear but upon walking in, he walked right back out declaring it was for babies. Tried to convince him and failed miserably so we took him to toysrus instead. Went back to Kory's and fell asleep for awhile, woke up and knew I had a fever so we went back to my house and I found out i had a temp of 101ish so I took advil and checked again in a half hour and it went up to 102. Kory went and got me chinese and tylonal. After awhile fever finally went down
Saturday I was ordered to stay in bed all day. and I did. it was boring. watched windtalkers. good movie.
the end.
<333
Deanna
ps. i write too much
|
~*w0w 4 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Wednesday, February 7th, 2007
|
|
|
The hardest kinds of change, are the ones you never saw coming. When my stepdad left, it was very sudden and hard to get accustomed to. Losing my grandpa was a biggie. I never prepared myself for the day he would go. It came quickly and I'm still not over it. Then again, do you ever get used to something like that? Then there is the most recent one... The funny thing is, that one ended months ago, and im just now noticing. On the one hand, im not upset at all, but on the other I still cant believe it happened. I think it gets to the point of holding on for the sake of holding on when there isn't anything left to hold on to. You so blindly cling to what used to be that you dont see it changing right before your very eyes. Then, when you finally realize it you try desperetly not to let it happen, but its too late. You cant change the past, you cant fix other peoples mistakes.
Sometimes, change isn't a bad thing though. After the initial shock of my stepdad leaving, I came to realize that we were so much better off without him. This will be the same thing. And I know that once you get over this new thing you've got going for you, you'll realize you made a big mistake...
but this time. Crying wont be enough. You crossed the line. I forgive and forget, but only to a certain point. Lying is unforgivable.
So this is goodbye I guess. I hope you find what you're looking for.
Anyway, I haven't updated this bitch in a really long time. Winter break was great. I got to see Magno, Jose and Meg and it was so awesome. Summer break we'll have that really big tea/game party at my house guys, promise. This break was hard to coordinate and get everyone together. Summer will be so much easier. Oh and Magno, as soon as you get back we'll go get that choco molto bun cake or whatever lol. School started again and once again, 5 classes. english 2 (a younger, easier to understand professor who actually gives us work!) childrens lit (which is very boring so far, I cant wait until we read the giver..! love that book) psych (cant understand a damn word this professor says but justin makes the class funny, as usual) philosophy (prof is a little strange and a lot of the class is done online but its not bad and last but not least, spanish 2 (my professor is a replica of my grandmother and she's funny as hell but the class is pretty hard).
Work sucks so bad right now, there are NO hours. I have to resort to talking my coworkers out of there hours. Retail slows down so much in january and febuary and its killing my bank account. It'll pick up again in march though.
Until then, thank goodness for this babysitting job. Every thursday i babysit these identical twin girls. theyre 5 and so adorable. Ive had this job for like, a month now and im finally able to tell them apart without having to find a difference in theyre outfits.
Kory and I are closing in on 9 months and for everyone who thought we wouldn't last...hah! Wednesday will be first valentines day having a boyfriend and I'm so exicted. It's gonna be awesome..!!
Anyway, life is pretty good right now. The school workload is starting to get a little heavier and my room needs to be cleaned desperately but it's all good.
<333
Deanna
|
~*w0w 4 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Thursday, December 21st, 2006
|
|
|
With 2006 coming to a close, I've been feeling nostalgic. I'm happy and sad at the same time. It was both a good year, and a bad year.
I made a lot of good friends and I really branched out in 06. I met some great people, and some not so great people. I still have my bestest biffle in the whole world, cuz that will never change. I got close to an amazing guy and I feel in lovee. 2006 is almost over and im even more in love with him now. && i always will be.
2006 TiMeLiNe..!!!
1/21/06- second cousin is born
1/29/06- playing dress up with my biffle
2/1/06- first day of my last semester in highschool
2/6/06- vinny breaks his coller bone...again
2/13/06- snow day with my biffleee
2/21/06- jaguar hunt..miss those preschoolers
2/27/06- i buy a prom dress
3/17/06- first ritas trip with him <33
3/21/06- teen arts..!
3/26/06- disney movie/fondue/lunch reunion party
3/28/06- license!!!
3/30/06- chalk!
4/10/06 weekend- bitch party with daniela, mini chalk!
4/15/06- ear pierceddd
4/16/06- easter..last time i spoke to my grandfather
4/17/06- grandpa goes to the hospital
4/27/06- rest in peace dzadiu
5/3/06- my car arrives
5/10/06- got a job at the OK
5/13/06- sabs gets wrecked by a deer
5/19/06- <3333 and my preschoolers graduate :(
5/20/06- prom!!
5/25/06- field day..last time ill ever see those munchkins
6/19/06- graduation!
6/25/06- yankee game!
SUMMER 06- a blur of work, great adventure, hurricane harbor, sundaes during power outages, the beach, graduation parties, fidgets birthday party, babysitting, rain, blueclaws game, movies, blackbears cave, magno party!!, and we ended it with the most amazing camping trip EVER
8/26/06- kory goes to college :( to the max
9/6/06- my first day as a college girl
wow. i really stopped updating my lj after that. i guess thats because since september its been a blur of school and missing kory during the week, and work and hanging out with my bubs on the weekends. now my baby is home for good, im done with this semester and i couldnt be happier.
the rest of 06 will be work, opeing presents tomorrow, work saturday, SI sunday, korys house monday and god knows what else until new years eve where ill bring in 07 with my baby and the people i love the mostest <333
<333
Deanna
|
~*w0w 4 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Monday, December 11th, 2006
|
|
|
TWISTER/PICTIONARY/PAYDAY PARTY WILL BE HELD ON JANUARY THE 7TH, 2007. ITS A SUNDAY
ANYONE ON THE FOLLOWING LIST WHO DOES NOT SHOW UP WILL BE STONED:
Jose
Meghan
Magno
Jenny
Daniela
Kory
Anyone else who doesnt come but is invited will not be stoned but will be heavily reprimanded
A MONTH IS PLENTY OF TIME FOR PLANNING PEOPLE!!!
|
~*w0w 24 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Friday, December 8th, 2006
|
|
Monday, November 27th, 2006
|
|
|
This long weekend has been amazing. Although, I am a little sad because I feel like one chapter of my life is closing, possibly for good. But on the other hand, the next chapter seems like its going to be a really good one...
So anyway this weekend was really really good. My buhbee surprised me at school tuesday, he wasn't supposed to be coming home until that night but being the little liar-face he is, he has taken his spanish exam the day before and didnt have to go to class. He hung out on campus with Daniela and I as we prepared ourselves to fail our western civ midterm.
wednesday was...driving my brother home from school anddddd finding out i couldnt take my car to get fixed cuz they were booked. Then i went to my bubheads house and made plans with JOSEEEEEEE to have a reunion and relive summer and do applebees after 10 since my brother got off of work at 10 and i need to get him anyway. So Kory and I picked up Dakota and Vinny at work. Dakota got off at 9:30 so while he, kory and i all waited for vinny to get off we checked out that light at bose to see if it really was a laser for the alarm or if it was just a reflection. We than realized there was a cop cruising around the parking lot and that we looked really suspcious. He watched us from a distence then i went to go park outside of KB and he was coming from the opposite direction and just stopped. I couldnt go around him without doing something illegal so i stopped to until kory and i decided to just park where we were. mr. po-po man pulled foward until he was right behind me and he just stopped there. um ok. he sat there for a long time just scaring the shit out of me before taking off and leavin all together. luckily vinny came out soon and we left for applebees!!! it was amazing seeing Jose and Meghan. I miss them so much <3 There were 11 of us all togther so we waited a reallllly long time for a table until we just got a bunch but it meant all of us facing the wall. oh well, we had fun passing notes and playing telephone. Vinny and Bob got along really well and Bob did the salt and ice thing for a long time and had a pretty nasty mark.
thursday- woke up as late as possible than play monopoly with my brother until it was time to get ready and go to my cousins (bleh). It was crap as usual but luckily vinny and i only had to stay for an hour or so then got to go to ko-eys house. Thanksgiving there was crazy. dinner was supposed to be ready at like 4ish but we didnt eat until 6 something. i really needed to sleep before work but i was so full still that i just couldn't. I gave up, went home, got ready than waited for kory and dakota. Dakota and I were workign the midnight madness shift with Shelley. 11pm to 7am. I had pay day and twister, plus John Tucker Must Die since Shelley was bringing a DVD player. But. We were mobbed. The whole outlets was MOBBED. Fights breaking out, cops all over. Insane. We were non stop busy until 3:30. By 4:30 it died completely but it took us that long just to straighten the store.
Friday- The shift finally ended and kory came to get us. We went back to his house cuz i was pretty wired still then he had to go to work so he took me home. I crashed and just slept until 1 before i forced myself to wake up, shower, and go with Kory to First Choice. I hate that place. $146 to replace 2 ten dollar belts. Bullshit. We went back to Kory's house after that and accidently fell asleep. When we woke up i really really wanted to do a puzzle and it was only 7:30 so we went and bought one. Its 1000 piece and its really hard.
Saturday- work 12-8. feet hurt. really bad.
sunday- work 11-4. feet hurt again. watched polar express with vinny and kory
today- school. sucked as usual.
i miss my baby so much. this is the first full week were going to be apart in a long time. I got spoiled the last two weeks so this one is basically destroying me.
but thats love for you. i love being in love <333
<333
Deanna
|
~*w0w 2 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
|
|
|
I try and explain why I am the person I am
and you take is as a shot at you
peachy
hate to break it to you hun, not everything is about you.
that was about me. to expain me. to justify me. as a person, my exsistence in this world.
you dont like me, fine. im not too fond of you either.
you're the bigger person, who walks away (not backwards, glad you specified that. see, I wasn't sure...) but for some reason, im not getting that
oh yes. your use of away messages as a last attempt at communication.
like I said, my last lj post was a way of explaining why I am the way I am, not a shot at you
you have something to say to me, say it. if not, as far as im concerned, this is done.
Everything
its not a big loss. I am who I am, I change for no one. As long as I have my mom, brother, Daniela and Kory, I am fine with my life. You dont influence my happiness.
<333
Deanna
|
~*w0w 6 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Monday, October 30th, 2006
|
|
|
You think you know who I am? You have no idea.
Do you know where I came from?
Do you know what I've been through?
No. You don't.
So sit there. Sit there and run your mouth.
Hi. I'm Deanna. I'm 18 years old and have lived in 3 different states. When I was a little girl, I went through some tough shit. I dont know my biological father. I could walk by him on the sidewalk and not even know it. I do know if he stopped me to talk to me on that sidewalk, he'd get arrested. Yeah. Restraining order. Wanna know why? Sorry, I don't think your sheltered eyes can handle reading it.
Hi. I'm Deanna. When I was 8, my mom picked us up and moved us from New York to Missouri the day after christmas. I lived in two beautiful houses there. One was a duplex, we lived in one side and rented the other side. Then we built a 4000 square foot home and moved into it (but go ahead, judge my townhouse sweetie). I had a big house, a walk out basement, a room to myself, and for once, two loving parents.
But adults are strange. They have a lot on their mind, and I guess that causes them to lose it. One day, I'm living in my dream house with two loving parents, the next day my mom is having the locks changed and telling me what to say if I need to call 911.
Hi. I'm Deanna. Raised in Missouri (wanna judge that too, honey? Just because its the midwest doesnt mean I'm a hick.) for 6 years, from age 8 to nearly 15 and they want me to go back. Trip to New York, and have one day to find "A" house, anywhere in New Jersey (keep judging my townhouse). Pack, move, unpack during the summer in my third floor new bedroom that I was certain was huanted. Have one miserable summer where you and your brother sit in the house watching cablevision all day then talk to your cousin and listen to him tell you about his trips to the beach and a place called six flags great adventure, 15 minutes from your new house. No invitation. Then listen to him tell you it doesnt matter where you live, you never had friends and you never will.
Hi. I'm Deanna. A new girl with a funny accent in a big highschool. A sohpmore in freshman classes because the school system in missouri is different. It takes me awhile to make friends, but only because I want friends who are loyal. Daniela, she's my best friend. I'm a good judge of character, I was raised that way.
Hi. I'm Deanna. I'm a bitch. I defend myself. I'm independent. I'm intelligent. I'm kind. I'm caring. I'm funny. I smile more than frown. I do my best to make everyone happy but I can't always succeed at that.
But you. You crossed the line.
I'm proud of what I have. I'm proud of my computer that I emptied my bank account on. I'm proud of my hyundai. I made a good decision in accepting a car that maybe isnt the greatest rather then trying to take on something that I couldn't handle. I go to Ocean County College and you know what, I'm proud. I made a good decision when I decided to stay home and save money because I dont have a trust fund to pay for my whole education. I have to take loans. I live in a townhouse, so you're better than me. But do you know my mother? My mother, who works nearly every night of the week 7 pm to 7 am, to pay for our townhouse. Sorry we're not good enough for you though.
I don't have the easiest life, but I wouldn't trade it for the world. I wouldn't want to be like you. I like that I have to work for what I have. My life, even when times where rough, has been amazing thus far. It made me the strong, independent woman that I am today.
Take it or leave it, frankly, I dont give a flying fuck.
<333
Deanna
|
~*w0w 6 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
|
| Time: | 8:27 pm. |
| Mood: |  depressed. |
|
I hate college, I want to go back to high school
He's only been gone a couple of hours and I miss him like crazy.
I don't know how couples go months without seeing each other, I can't go 4 days.
I love you so much baby, please come home soon...
<333
On a more humorous note, I have a little story entitled "Cassie and Dtown's trip to sunoco":
After work, I had to drive Dtown home because he's a freak who wanted to work from 10-7:30. Anywho, I drove to work on "E" because I'd be late if I stopped for gas. So I figured I'd just get gas after work before departing home. We got into the car and hit up the sunoco right next to the outlets (omgwtf sunocos stalk me). Four out of 8 pumps were closed and there was only one attendent, you do the math. So we're just chilling waiting in line for gas when this old ass civic pulls up (makes danielas car look like a corvette not even kidding) and just parks somewhere between a no parking zone and a handicap spot. kay. gets out, goes into the store. People finally get there gas and leave so i pull up to a pump thats right in front of the store. When all of a sudden, this black car, brand new, all tinted windows pulls up beside us (a little ahead actually) and just parks. dead in a no parking zone leaving no room for anyone too get out. 5 or 6 gangster black guys roll out and into the store. including the driver...they leave the car running. Dtown and I are beginning to fear for out lives. Mr. Honda Civic pulls up behind the parked, no one in it gangster car and just sits patiently for awhile. When it becomes avident that they're not going anywhere, he starts honking. The car still doesnt move. So Mr. Honda Civic puts that shit in reverse and gets out of there forcing his car to make a noise that surely shattered the glass of the A+ store. Finally, the guy is finishing up with my gas, a crappy car with 5 or 6 gangster white guys pulls up, and also parks, behind the gangster black guys car. White guys get out, black guys roll out of the store and I floor it hoping to avoid gang fights. The end.
|
~*w0w 2 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Thursday, October 12th, 2006
|
|
|
I miss everyone so much its not even FUNNY.
If I could, I would go back to high school in a heartbeat.
High School is where I saw everyone, everyday. No one was nearly as busy as they are now. Everyone had time for each other.
Now we're in College, and lots of people have changed. Either changed or they're very far away.
High School was easy. College is just one stress after another.
Just and update to say I love you all and miss you very much <3333
Not even kidding when I say EVERYONE better pick up the phone and CALL ME when they come back to Jackson. I wanted to see you all.
Twister/ Pictionary/ Pay Day/ Tea Party. I'm planning on making it the biggest one yet cuz everyone will be home and no one is working!!!
Jose
Meghan
Magno
Daniela
Kory
Dtown
Doug
Bob
and more
Its going to be amazing <3
<333
Deanna
|
~*w0w 6 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Monday, October 9th, 2006
|
|
|
Well... it's monday again.
Funny, just yesterday i was saying how much it would suck if my sociology class got canceled because i would have enough time to go home and be home for nearly 2 hours but still have to go back to school for a class in which we dont do ANYTHING. And what happens? Today i go up 3 flights of stairs to find out my class is canceled. "Why" cant thes professors just send us an email? Or tell us the class before? Thats what all of my other professors do. But nooooo i have to sit in the cafeteria/ my car for an hour before going allll the way up to my class to find out its canceled. Would have be so nice to have been home for 3 hours rather then 2, you know what im saying? So yeah... school sucks ass...
But the weekends are lovely.
Friday- Went to spanish. I actually enjoy that class. My profess or acts like he's high and I have a friend in that class and we actually LEARN. Wait, what, I have a class that we learn in?! (oops, im getting drawn back into my occ sucks rant...back to the weekend). After spanish i drove back home and chilled until my baby came home. He tried to suprise me by telling me he would call me when he got home then i could go there but i knew he was gonna come to my house before going home cuz he tried that a couple of weeks ago but i ruined it by not being home. So when he pulled into 3 pence i ran outside to greet him. We went back to his house and chilled for awhile before deciding to go see Employee of the Month (funniest movie EVERRRRR). We went to Friday's after that and it was gooood
saturday- worked 9-5. Opened with the most amazing supervisor ever, i love her. Then it was really really funn and went by fast until the usual "halfway done mark" whenever i reach the halfway point of my shift it takes foreverrrrr. But eventually it ended and i got to go to kory's to find he went out to get kfc for the fam so i just chilled with his little brothers. We played baseball. It was pretty sick. We basically just chilled then went to applebees. We actually saw people, which was awesone because the last few times we went there it was like a whole new generation.
sunday- work 2-730 only dakota decided to stay until 730 for me because i would be closing on a sidewalk sale "sunday" which is osh kosh suicide not to mention the closing supervisor that day always fucks up (last time i closed with her we were supposed to leave at 730 and we were still there til 830) and that wouldnt work because kory and i were taking our moms out to dinner so they could meet for the first time. So I left at 5...lol. I went to korys and we waited for his mom to get ready then we picked up my mom and went to johnny carinos. Our moms got along famously and are already planning on hanging out again. yay!!! it was a lot of fun, i enjoyed it. not to mention johnny carinos is godlike hehe
ok. im done.
<3333
Deanna
|
~*w0w 14 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Monday, October 2nd, 2006
|
|
|
my head hurts
im tired
i hate school
i miss kory
life is sucking right now
but on the bright side, i hate an excellent weekend..!!!:
friday- my spanish class was canceled. awesome not to have class, crapp that i had to wake up madddd early. Vinny missed his bus so i had to drive him to school then go to the hospital cuz we took my car to SI since her tires are a death trap and it was raining. Got to SI and went out to breakfast with my grandma then took her shopping then back here so my mom could get vinny from school and get new tires. When i dropped my mom off at the hosipatal to get her car i just parked by it, not in a spot or anything. plenty of room to go around and everything. some asshole pulls in behind me and starts honking and refuses to just go around even though my car is clearly not going anywhere. so i left..did like, 2 miles and hour until he parked. later i found out my mom followed him and bitched the shit out of him when he got out of the car "she shouldnt have been parked there" "you shouldnt be wasting my air you fat fuck".
so yeah. went to the bank to deposit money. i love depositing money. then went to go babysit the most adorable twin girls ever who i love and cannot wait to babysit again!!!! they're grandma got home at 7:30 sharp but the girls wouldnt let me leave. I went straight from their house to korys and it was fun.
saturday- work from 11-7. i hate long shifts but iw as working with some pretty great people. as much as i say i hate ti and i dont make enough money i could never quit because i absolutly love *most* of the girls i work with and i have too much fun, when we have a good supervisor of course. a little chaos at 5, but it all worked out. i think anyway, i didnt work sunday so i dont know for sure...!!!! Oh, kory visited me at work and brought me food because he is amazing <33333 carolyn- its very rude of you not to introduce him. btw he is really cute. lolz <3carolyn<3. when i got off at 7, kory was waiting for me by my car so we went back to my house for food and cake and it was tasty
sunday- breakfast/lunch with kory after taking vin to the outlets. we saw danielas car at perkins and was like "wtf" then we saw her and her mom come out of the resturant as we went in. the food was pretty good. i didnt have enough butter for my toast. we went to the mall after that and i shopped and bought pretty clothes and kory was a dork. chilled for awhile before going to GA for frieght fest and it was sick
im tired now
and my head still hurts
and its almost time to go to english and be bored to death except for when my ancient professor makes death noises and i grab my phone ready to call 911
<333
deanna
|
~*w0w 6 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
Thursday, September 28th, 2006
|
|
Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
|
|
Wednesday, September 6th, 2006
|
|
|
So yeah, today was my very first day of college and it sucked, pretty badly. I woke up feeling really nervous already and then on top of all the nervousness my mom flipped out on my cuz i wanted to bring my computer so instead of getting the pep talk i desperately needed, i got my mom making me feel even worse. So I called Kory, and he was amazing as usual. I left the house at 10:18 and hit the road. Omg i got a big scare, i thought i was gonna get pulled over!
****storytime!!**** so this asshole in front of me was doing 5 under the speed limit and thats just not acceptable so i started riding his ass. There was an unmarked police car with his lights on on the side of the road so i sloooowed down and we went passed the dude. Asshole guy pulls over but i kept going. Unmarked car man pulls out really fast and starts following me really closely without his lights on. I'm scared shitless at this point, knowing any second he is gonna put on his lights and pull me over. but he didnt. he passed me up.
So i finally get to occ and I had some loan shit i needed to do. I get there, hand them the paper and the lady gets all bitchy with me because there was something i was supposed to fill out that i didnt get. So i took the thing and left to go fill it out. I filled out as much as i could without my moms help then started looking for the building my first class was in but i couldnt find it. I looked and looked but still couldnt find it so i finally i saw bill and eric and i asked them and they didnt know either so i made bill ask someone for me and the guy told him where it was but it turned out it WASNT there so i asked a woman since we're smarter and she told me where it really was. in the mean time my mom called me back and told me the rest of the info for the shit
My first class was spanish. The professor is a little strange but the class seems like its gonna be pretty cool. Its only 50 minutes long but then again because its that short i have to go to it friday, my only class on fridays. Anyway, it seems pretty good.
After Spanish i called Kory and talked to him for a few minutes before going to buy lunch. I felt weird sitting all alone so i called Daniela and we talked for like, a half hour. After lunch i brought the thing to financial aid and by the time all that was done it was time to go to sociology. I dunno if im gonna like sociology, my professor is annoying so we'll see. My teacher let us out at like, 2:40 and my next class didnt start until 4:40. So i decided to wait on line for books. While waiting on line i talked to kory. chilled with daniela who just arrived. talked to kory some more. waited on the god forsaken line until i had to get off of itor risk being late for class. i left without books.
next was english. my teacher is 85 years old. he is very hard to hear. and i was in the front row. i have the feeling my english class is going to suck. very badly. very very badly. he let us out a little early and i left to finally go home. it took me a long time.
then my mom and i went to go buy school supplies and she bought me clothes too. yay!!!!!!!!
now im home talking to the most amazing person in the entire world. wanna know who? my boyfriend kory michael russell thats who. wanna know something else? yeah, im gonna marry that kid. he's my cutiebutt forever and ever and everrrrrrrrrr. kay???
<333
Deanna
|
~*w0w 6 comments!s I feel loved.. comment pwease!*~
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8){kind=small}
luckee_duckee's journal
satisfied.